God makes e GREATEST IMPOSSIBLE possible!I survived w 4hrs of sleep yesterday...n today w 3hrs of sleep!
AND somemore i'm such a pig!I need at least 6hrs of sleep!n e only time I really survived w 6hrs of sleep was for o lvl...ya..tat bad.
And there's a long story behind e 3hrs of sleep!god was very cute!I was trying to sleep at 11+ listening to a lecture recordin..den suddenly at 12+..my fren reply my sms 1hr20min late..den at e same time e lecture juz finish.ya super dramatic!den i was practically wide awake!went to study until 2.55 den insomnia until 3.40!
woke up at 6.40!n nt e tired kind of wake up rather like e 6-8hrs kind...quite fresh.(:
God did not turn his face away..juz tat i haven been working hard :x prob took his grace for granted..but seriously i have no motivation!i din really choose nursing afterall... ...
Friday, August 28, 2009
CHERRY (:
0%done for tmr's mic...11more hrs to e exam!11chap to go...at least 5hrs of sleep needed!so 6hrs for a subject I hate most!juz flipping thru e pages...sigh.and there's no dg nor cell this friday !:( meaning also no shape!:(shall go find my little jaren den!(: he sure makes my day!
Looking forward to 31st too!ministry outing !ohh..n was thinking of joining navigators too...not sure...scared i'll burn out...sigh. haix...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
CHERRY (:
Juz finish paper..this morn before e paper my life was real screwed!everything is juz so wrong!but god was gracious..wad I studied came up!but...I think I screwed it all up.. :( sigh.and there's a 10marks question which I din manage to do coz I din study :( hope god do a miracle for me! :( sigh...
CHERRY (:
life is amazing. the way god do things. how he really turns the situation. it's hard to explain.
i get frustrated at first when things go wrong esp when u dun see e big picture. but as you are "forced" into the circumstance..god slowly reveals n then you start to see the big picture and you know it was not a coincidence tat kind of thing.
k. here goes e long story...
this afternoon, my fren called me to ask me help her take over her work coz she has to send her pet for grooming(appointment). yup. gave quite a lot excuse but gave in coz she's quite gd in convincing and coz the appointment. but i was quite pissed coz i planned to study n rest before goin cell. but when i reach there i was only filled with joy&high-ness(it's hard to explain)n i met a new colleague. so this girl is really special..as in she's quite open..like i know her less than a hour she tell me tat she has alot of family problems n stuffs(but din really elaborate).but she kept repeating some questions ..related to her self esteem n self confidence? yup was rather bad. dunno whether it's intentionally so tat she can get attention or juz really super low confidence. n i juz felt tat this girl prob really needs god? ya she's a buddhist. i think her uncles and aunties are erm...mediums??? it's complicated. only know her for like 3hr??? sigh. do pray for her. :(
CHERRY (:
ahhh. finally. it's over..main service was gd juz tat those KPO aunties(:x) ard with those kind of stares irritates me alot. was glad tat i was nt affected to the extent of leaving halfway during the service. somehow felt tat God said it's ok. He even reminded me tat i'm accountable to Him[and i'm NOT CONDEMNED!] n NOT ACCOUNTABLE TO THE AUNTIES.. thru a convo i had w yvo few wks bak. n for serving..kinda felt He really wans me at GNK..i did some "tikum tikum" 2 weeks bak n it was GNK..so today a. salome came n approach me. rather weird coz i thot i was already in tat ministry? o wells. i'm bak in it! (:
wah this few wks been learning alot..life gets amazing n exciting each day. discovering His will and what's He's going to teach me each new day was cool n interesting! That toughest 1wk was prob worth it coz it brought me bak to Him.
maybe i shld start blessing others now tat i'm filled w joy almost daily..before another trial starts coming up. :x hah. n when i'm tired i shall rest n be alone(: yup. (:
as for the gifts which i discovered..evangelism n encouraging..hopefully He reveals to me how to use it. (:
else i might keep them in my cupboard =x
A verse yesterday tat brightens my day coz it kinda guide me(: Jhn12:26 (:
Sunday, August 09, 2009
CHERRY (:
juz realised smt. when you intentionally do something(for a good cause), it is likely for it to backfire. stupid. i feel so dumb. ARGH!
i've been doing quite well for my tests and quizzes(those not online one) coz i prayed(i really study very little!)... so i was like telling my frens tat all I did was my best n prayed. but juz now on the bus i start to analyse this..and realise tat it will mislead ppl to think i'm a closet mugger! =.= and tat would like prob affect ppl's opinion of us christians! =.= how stupid! trying to sow some seeds here n there...only to make things worse. argh! so freaking irritating.
today had this MIC mock exam of which today i only spent 5-10min studying..n ZERO min n hr on other days...i gt a passing mark of 17.5/35! and tat is really the power of prayer! not tat i dun wan to study..juz tat these few days n weeks have been caught up with stuffs, emo frens ard, other tests and subjects i'm focusing on. God has been so real man. though a lot of my frens "did"(cheat)well like full marks...and others who studied got 20++...my joy is overwhelming. i feel so blessed. got to spend some time alone today in sch. shall nt tell ur my hideout. :p n it was great spendin juz a little of my time alone with Him (:
ok shall end here! :)
Thursday, August 06, 2009
CHERRY (:
