sch wasnt really stress..considering e fact tat there are hints as to wad exactly is coming out..

but i haven really been studying for e common test which is worth 20%! how can i take all the 5%quiz so seriously yet cant be bothered abt e test? at first i thot i was discouraged coz after all tat studying...i still get e same marks as my classmates. but it wasnt e main reason. i realised my 0 motivation was due to pretty low interest in nursing..or rather i dunno y god put me in nursing. i know he has a purpose but i have yet to unravel it.

actually..i do kinda like nursing. it's ironic. prob coz i dun like the "dirty part". sigh.in fact e modules are quite ok. maybe more on e purpose part i guess...so have to pray more. but for the CT i think wil still pass coz i really prayed coz no matter hw i convince myself to study(in my head) my body is not doing it. like stare at the book, play ds, open bk, pack bag, open bk, daydream, open bk, Quiet time. =.= guess i really gotta pray. (: god is faithful. today i happily go to sch w 2+3quarter chap covered out of 5. manage to cover another 1+1/4 in less than 1 hr.the questions in the MIC test happen to be wad i covered although i think i lose 8marks out of50 but i think i can pass. i think better than a pass. o.O