i finally know why. i was drifting away from god n i din even realise it. it was only when i did daily bread on tues. God spoke. i was struggling between campus crusade(wed) and studies. i din wan to go coz i really wanted to do well for nursing though i din really choose it. but this familiar verse appeared on the daily bread. "Seek first the kingdom of the Lord and all these things will be given to you". well. of course in the end i went for the campus crusade thing. it was good coz i could feel the holy spirit during worship. (: well there are still many thots going on in my head. so many ??? i guess i've to pray abt this ..
oh. sch. i got this classmate which makes use of me n she prob thinks i din noe?! when she's alone she'll ask me pei her den after tat if have class...like she will sit at the better seat to dump me alone. ok. nvm. but e point is she din even like say "hey i sit over there hor." to think i wait for like really long in the toilet! make me late somemore! arghhhhh! she is worst than someone i noe 2yrs back. god seems to like putting pang-seh kias ard me. =.= prob he wans me to love them. this time he make it harder for me to "level up". pang-seh nvm u noe. dun leave like suddenly n like in a split second.. my reaction time quite slow de leh! grrr..but god is gracious..he gave me true sincere frens too. guess he really wans me to learn LOVE. i'll try. but it's goin to take really long!

Thursday, April 30, 2009

CHERRY (: