o lvl results. had a bad feeling yesterday but had peace. like prob e holy spirit prompted my parents to be nice...saying stuffs like "wateva the results muz come home...blah blah" it's so not them. i was totally shocked! i had a D7! A D7 IN MY O LVL CERT! LIKE WAD ON EARTH? and it's not AMATHS! it's humanities! which i worked real hard for(compared to amath)when O is nearing. like grr! so had my food therapy...ate milo bar, collon strawberry flavour, waffle. was so reluctant to go home but when i go home they are like quite nice... like "are you alright? how's ur results?" ... so i thot maybe my dad is gonna be like tat too..BUT NO! he wasnt! after his bath n dinner he asked me hw i did..den i was like..din mum tell him yet? nvm. told him. i thot he will be nice enough to say someting nice BUT he grumbled n stuffs like tat! DOESNT I FEEL UPSET OVER MY RESULTS? dont i have feelings?dont i experience dissapointment ? hello?! i was just suppressing them! besides my L1R4 improved 8pts n L1R5 10 pts(comparing prelims n O) so not tat bad. o wells. CNY coming. maybe i should go find a job while i pray abt NYP. god still loves me n had reasons for tat. just gotta decipher his purpose. hope my fellow christian friends are still holding on to him. God dun deserve to be out of our life just because of results n dissapointment. He DID SO MUCH!

Monday, January 12, 2009

CHERRY (: