it's depressing to wake up hearing your family backstabbing u while they thot u were asleep. it's so wrong to be backstabbing someone they love(or at least i thot they loved me). like yesterday they were so nice n everything...but today they were backstabbing. THEY WERE LYING THROUGH THEIR TEETH! disgusting! sickening! irritating! argh! All they care just seems to be their "face" their "glory". wad abt my feelings? doesnt anyone cares? Even my aunt joined in the talk. Even my aunt! the one i loved a lot. i cant take this. i was so gullible to think they are humane enough to care BUT NO! not in my family. NEVER! i dunno whether a psycological barrier will pop up without me knowing and stuffs like tat. they dun deserve my love, they dun deserve my sweet surprises anymore. it's only now tat i realised tat family may not be reliable in times of trouble. Only God. He still loves me n will never forsake me. my cell mates were encouraging, unlike them. is results the only thing they cared for? den go ahead!
p.s. I HATE LIARS!

Monday, January 12, 2009

CHERRY (: