sigh. last cell meeting. sigh. all good things has to come to an end afterall. but somehow i felt more sad as compared to leaving sch though the time spent was once a week only. guess the times spent in church was more memorable...all that suan tian ku la... guess i'm gonna keep recalling those times coz if not i will forget it(as said by some specialist??)
sigh. i'm confused. i din like the idea of being forced to do something i din expect. and when tat happen i hav the tendency to hate tat role even if i take it up reluctantly. and this is bad. this is wad is happening now! O God. if it's ur will den i'll do it but if not NEVER! i'm not gonna serve in youth. wad if i cant take it? i dun wanna stray from u. sigh. let me know. if not i'll prob be visiting other church this week coz i dunno wad to do! oh my!guide me.
ok..as for now i'm busy finding job..it's so hard! esp when many ppl are facing retrenchment n stuffs like tat! Grrr.. gonna wake up early tmr to read CATS! (:

Sunday, November 16, 2008

CHERRY (: