maybe it's god's will. it's god's will for the quarrel. so perspective? nah. the daily bread said "The will of God is the gladdest, brightest, most bountiful thing possible to conceive, and yet some of us talk of the will of God with a terrific sigh as if his will were the most calamitous thing that could befall us"
maybe god has a lesson or many lessons to teach here. maybe to equip me with experience to counsel the broken-hearted(as prophesised). sigh. but i'm not going to talk first especially when the fault started there. at most, i'll only apologise for jumping issues. i dun need her to apologise but i oso wont talk first. i just din like the idea of losing to her..coz to her...it's like she won. i could feel tat 感觉 strongly.
besides i dun think she noe i had prayed on tat day at 12+ that i'll be able to forgive her coz i know it's hard. waiting 30min was driving me nuts. and saga seeds made me mad. 1hr50min is really over my limit coz i wanted to sleep and there's nth for me to do at nite coz 'o' is over. ok. tv time..wrote this yesterday nite 12+ since this was wad was going on in my head n i cant sleep until i get it over and done. so wrote it on a piece of paper n just typed them out nw. shall go n read hers after finishing downloading my games

Thursday, November 27, 2008

CHERRY (: