grr! it's been 4yrs since i'm so angry! my whole body was actually shaking while laying on the bed last night. my sis which ppl had good impression was soooo childish! a 20-year old actually delibrately packed her table at 12midnight just because 她吃不下那口气！We were talking about macs delivery thingy and ya i got the information wrong. so what? does she even have to hit my head? quite hard. so we squabbled(ding zui)? den dad told us to stop so she stop first...only to realise she actually pack her table 1 hr later..like hello?! she's at home like the whole day staying in front of her imac and not packing her table!?!? 你不觉得可笑吗？天啊！so i just cover myself in the blanket and tried to sleep. but she went overboard! she kept on "ping peng" the stuffs as she pack and after 30mins i cant tolerate it anymore! irritated, i took my ds lite and open the "taiko drum" game and played the most horrid music 3times but not playing the game and she still act as though she is busy. SHE EVEN COUNTED HER STUPID SAGA SEEDS AT MIDNIGHT! one by one putting them back into her bottle..so nvm..i tried to sleep but too agitated so wrote journal and in the end from 12midnight i waited until 1.50A.M.(while doing some stupid things in the process)before she actually off the light on the ceiling when we actually have a table lamp but she does not want to use? how considerate! to think tat morning i actually dun wan to enter the room when my aunt was vacumming the floor. i was scared to disturb her since she slept late like 1+ or 2+ just to watch some shows? i mean cant she be more considerate? pissed, i set 3alarm to wake her up today. 1watch&1clock at 7am which i off it. den hp at 8am which she off it.
i din even like make her lose 1hr 50 min of sleep! and actually i planned to only pay her back half of it coz i really cant take it! she prob thinks that i dun dare to confront her last nite?! my parents are sleeping! cant she be more sensible? they have to work! It's been 4yrs since i last got so angry! even the cold wars i had weren't as angry as tat when i tolerate. she was the one in wrong ok(hit my head)?! she's spoiled all thanks to my granny. well, wad can i do ? she caused me & my sis to suffer all thanks to her Laselle! i noe there's nothing to worry abt $$ coz god provides. but my dad juz dun have tat 安全感..even heard him said he's poor(in a serious tone) to one of us(my sissters and me)...so do u think i will still go weekly for my keyboard lessons? it's so exp! $50 each lesson! wad can i do ?i cant even get a job.

Monday, November 24, 2008

CHERRY (: