sigh. everyone's so stressed. i wonder if i feel the same way? i'm still quite slack? but wateva i do (chem TYS, mark eng compre) i get so frustrated with the answers they give. i dun feel like doing anymore. i'm just doing all for the sake of doing. and with so many things for me to vex about, how to concentrate? first of all, this morning, out of nowhere they dumped us a big stone. and it was like they force it? even though we might not agree when they ask, they dun have to force us. and besides i told god this morn tat i will only do it if the impossible happens. when one of the 2 ppl i told god, tell me to do, then i will do. if not i will reject it. sigh. there's so much problems when 'o' is juz tmr.. friends. is it me or is it them?
is it me thinking that ppl treat me as rubbish or is it true tat they dun care a hoot about me? they are juz prob using me. and sometimes i know but i juz close one eye. do ppl understand the true meaning of friendship? i doubt so...and...why of all times now?
o god... deliver me.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

CHERRY (: