sickening. came home to find out my 2sisters watch dou niu yao bu yao and was realli pissed lah! asked them to open door like so hard..it's not as if they busy and they just continue watching the show without me.and younger sis is so good at making my mum think she's so nice and hardworking. like if she study when mum's not at home. frens being so competitive n pang-seh kias. dunno why life's like this. even my aunt whom i love most din seem to like me liao. what is this man? i kept crying over all these things but why? why cant i divert all that energy depleted when i cry to studies, my passion, His mission? why why why ? i'm so tired. tired....

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

CHERRY (: