O how my soul laments,
Over the cries of the oppressed.
Injustice prevails in this household.
Of what significance am I?
A child or a insurance to their future?
My kingdom crumbles;
Darkness seeped in.
My faith I will not give up;
He was always there for me,
Even right now.
-Sandy
This text expresses my feelings right now. I wonder wad i am to my family n frens.
who truly remembers my bday n desire to celebrate with me? none.
all they could rmb was xmas. and even 4days before my bday last year..
my dad scolded me when i raised at my younger sis for being rude.
wad is this? but i'm glad that my fren asked me to join her in a blog shop,
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
CHERRY (:
sigh. "Donation comes from the heart" -Quoted from my fren, yilin. today was walking around after keyboard lesson before tuition starts.. then got approached by someone to ask me donate money for the prisoners' family or something...den they asked for $2! as u ppl noe...sherry dun bring much money out but just enough so in the end i din donate. actually i wanted to donate like 50cents since i was left with that only.but they are selling pens so cant donate. goodness! why cant they have the donation tin? den somemore i believed the working adults wont really donate lor if it's $2...i mean like this is Singapore n ya kiasu...will they even donate a 10cent? zzz. o wells gtg. cya~
Saturday, July 12, 2008
CHERRY (:
sickening. came home to find out my 2sisters watch
dou niu yao bu yao and was realli pissed lah! asked them to open door like so hard..it's not as if they busy and they just continue watching the show without me.and younger sis is so good at making my mum think she's so nice and hardworking. like if she study when mum's not at home. frens being so competitive n pang-seh kias. dunno why life's like this. even my aunt whom i love most din seem to like me liao. what is this man? i kept crying over all these things but why? why cant i divert all that energy depleted when i cry to studies, my passion, His mission? why why why ? i'm so tired. tired....
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
CHERRY (:
tmr is holiday to replace the missed youth day. good. a day to rest n prob study...hahaha...gt mood and wisdom den do bahs? wah went mcdonalds today to study...not much but better than me dozing off at home when i study. lol. shall do that on every first sunday of the month! >.<
is it because of 'O' level that ppl are more emotional and easily hurt? i dunno. i think it applies for most people i noe n tat includes me. luckily for me, i have God. Friends fail me but He NEVER!
He loves me more than i love Him so i shall try to be optimistic just like i was last year.
looking forward to the end of 'O' lvl! den can work...xD and buy my DS LITE!!! ok tats all. bye~
Sunday, July 06, 2008
CHERRY (:
alot of stuffs happen. dunno the kind of emotion i'm feeling. guess i'm confused.
just last saturday my fave. dentist which happens to work at JMC which is so near my hse is going bak to woodlands for work and it is for abt 2 yrs. sigh. well, aniway God has his purpose...she was a god-given friend since last year june i missed her so badly(which happens so suddenly)that i tried to contact her but to no avail so i gave up. finally in september got to tok to her in msn and asked her many stuffs. den got to know that she drifted away from God around june. and also last saturday one was i sms her on that morning and that was when she broke the news. got back cca results today n i got 13, a B4. 20 is A2. in the record, my teacher missed out the NJRC competition which i took part in 2006(2pts). dun intend to get that 2 pts since i could only minus 1 pt from L1R5 even if it is a B3. sigh. could actually gotten an A2. if only i din have tuition on 4thMarch and could went for some course in TP and a competition during the march holidays?(total 5pts++) so was like wasted. the TP one i'm actually quite glad coz i wont bump into
her. but the competition one was like not fair lah! i was informed last minute and stuffs like that...and some stuffs i dun even noe...
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
CHERRY (:
