i realised something yesterday night. my sis ask me to get back to my room since i was waiting for my mum to come out of the toilet so i could use but she took quite long. my sis speak in quite a polite tone but also make me feel that she wanted my parents to herself. the min.  i return to my room, she started playing"tickle"with my dad and of course i'm irritated! then a hour later i started to ponder why my heart react this way..i oso realised something. all these years i have been controlling her on certain stuffs without even realising why; in fact, i thought i probably like the authority? but it was only yesterday that all these time i was afraid that i would lose my position in the house and my presence and emotions would be forgotten. but still i have to admit that my parents love me...God told me many times through prophesies and it got to be true! HE's so SWEET~ although THEY LOVE ME, i believe they love my sister more and show favouritism just like any human(whether parents or not) :D

Saturday, March 01, 2008

CHERRY (: