CHERRY (:
woots! i didnt crawl or hug the tree today! i only hug pillars. haha. but i can skate already or at least i'm not walking. but i think i skate in some sort of heelys(heel roller shoe?) way and it's bad. thank god i din fell. :D o n god has been so sweet yesterday though i was abit disappointed about something. aniways, in the morning he gave me delicious curry puffs which i can buy from instead of the mama shop and after purchase, my bus came! >.< then my keyboard teacher also got me a souvenir from korea which i din expected! xD it was a cute korean married couple figurine! back to the roller blading thing. i pang-seh my fren lah...like anna and my fren. =x i kept pang-seh my fren coz it was really awkward since i dunno her fren. then i din get to go mcs since i was too noob. o well. i enjoyed it.haha
CHERRY (:
CHERRY (:
oos! back from camp. learned how to evangelise through drawing of pictures which i thought should make things easier for us. (: i gonna make use of that next week! >.< oh then today learnt roller blading. and i was the lousiest. =.= i din know all my friends could skate or had experience before. i'm like the only one who took2 hours and still couldnt really skate..i could only walk -.- and it's not the teacher's(sam aka guo qiang?) fault. i was lazy n scared. hohoho. in the process, when i was alone, practising walking on the grass, i wanted to cry but manage to held back my emo-ness. sigh. luckily not a tear was at the edge of my eyes; i felt so stupid and inferior. i know i'm a slow learner for basically everything and i accept my fate just that i'm a greedy person. hopefully next week would be good since i cant really skate n EAST COAST PARK IS FULL OF PEOPLE ONE! *sweat* hopefully someone sweet would help me out in a slow pace (: till then! :D
CHERRY (:
stressed! studied so hard for my chem test and i dun think i did well for it. i wasted my effort for nothing. so much tests to study for but i am currently too stressed to be able to study. sigh. with all the stress and selfish sister and friends who just seems to forget me makes me so tired and worn out. Save me O God!
CHERRY (:
i realised something yesterday night. my sis ask me to get back to my room since i was waiting for my mum to come out of the toilet so i could use but she took quite long. my sis speak in quite a polite tone but also make me feel that she wanted my parents to herself. the min. i return to my room, she started playing"tickle"with my dad and of course i'm irritated! then a hour later i started to ponder why my heart react this way..i oso realised something. all these years i have been controlling her on certain stuffs without even realising why; in fact, i thought i probably like the authority? but it was only yesterday that all these time i was afraid that i would lose my position in the house and my presence and emotions would be forgotten. but still i have to admit that my parents love me...God told me many times through prophesies and it got to be true! HE's so SWEET~ although THEY LOVE ME, i believe they love my sister more and show favouritism just like any human(whether parents or not) :D
CHERRY (: