haix...today was realli a bad day..since yesterday had a maths pop quiz(surprise quiz) n today we gt it bak...it's upon 10 and i gt 1/2 marks..so was a little sad..n i thot i was realli dumb since i failed my chem. test while studyin alot... =( so was feeling discouraged n depressed since i din noe in my class who really friend me...i dunno..was it bcoz i dun trust them bcoz i was once hurt deeply when i was in p6 ? i dunno...i juz feel tat they dun really wana friend me but was trying to be nice(but this let me feel like they are hypocrites coz sometimes they let me feel they dun like me).was really hurt n upset...nt being popular in class, nt chio, n the worse thing was NOT BEING SMART..if i was alittle mor smart...at least i could focus on my studies n pursue my dream job...but all these things i'm seekin for seems so hard...

ok bak to the lesson..i was feelin upset n all so i wanted to sleep perhaps to forget all my troubles n since i slept at 12 last nite...=.= so i faced the window direction n try to sleep..n mr sam thot i was depressed over the result..n the quiz wasnt counted as test...so why would i ?n ya..the whole class stared at me..makin me feel tat they are thinkin i was a crybaby...heartbroken...wad can i do? sigh...pray for things to change bahs... :)

Friday, July 20, 2007

CHERRY (: